From The Grave

Contempating.

Yes! I'm hurt.

Mix feelings.

Why do past haunts me? I am no longer concerned about it but it pissed me seeing those pics on that page and those sentences that were nothing but pure air out of a bottle that has been emptied a long time ago.

I hate it.

I should not really feel this way. But it pains me....

I must not be affected.

Oh! I would love posting it but to show some respects over lost souls, why should I? Should I hate him for that? For clicking the "approve" button? Should I?

Will he accept my reasons? He does not understands me. Or maybe it's just that my mind is so imaginative?

Begginning today, I had to stop assuming that he understands me. Or is it that "them" could not really understand "they"?

No tears tonight. I assure.

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Watched "SUKOB" a few hours ago. Yes, I watched with my eyes half close and biting my hanky just to make my scream a bit more decent to the ears.

Perhaps the movie also made me a bit uncomfy which was added by those somethings coming from the grave.

Enough of blaming the movie, yes, the cinematograpy was great. Nice characters. Nice story. Finally, Pinoys have learned to become "proffessionals" in producing quality horror flicks. Nice Sir Chito (hope I could meet him before I pass out).

Have I mentioned that I watched it with Him? Bad ending. Again, exchange of words and everything just doesn't make sense.

And he is blaming me (although he did show it but I know it).

Hail to the CD's. Thanks for the mess.

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Jenel brought a new shoe while I picked-up a bargained blouse. Jash slept while we were haggling and our arms almost broke because he wants us to carry him.

Well, he is our baby. Still a baby. Always a baby.

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Feeling a bit better now.

For another week of struggle and hardships, smiles and laughters. Let's all pass by.

Me signing off.