Pain. Perhaps I was good in telling myself what to do, how to act and how to hide it, but there are really those times wherein I could not take control of myself.
I gave him a green box last night. He understands why I should personally fill that box with those letters and stuffs I gave him. I wanted to my goodbyes to be organized. I want to know that it’s secured where I left it. I have another green box for me. It was for the few precious things he was able to give me.
How many days have passed? Was it really days? Or was it just hours ago? A minute? Seconds? I lost track of time.
I am affected. There is no use lying to myself. I am so affected. I could not process the tasks given to me. I could not clearly understand what the other line has been telling me. Their words just passed and sank with my thoughts. I am drowning. And no one’s gonna save me but myself. But how?
What would the boss say when he comes back. I have done nothing. I didn’t touch any of the folders. I just don't really know what to do. I don't know how to start. I don't know where to start.
Jeza called up. I was so glad she did call me. Just hearing her mention my name, I could no longer hold back my tears. Thank you so much Jez. Without uttering any other words, I know what you wanted to tell me.
I missed a lot of things.
I gave him a green box last night. He understands why I should personally fill that box with those letters and stuffs I gave him. I wanted to my goodbyes to be organized. I want to know that it’s secured where I left it. I have another green box for me. It was for the few precious things he was able to give me.
How many days have passed? Was it really days? Or was it just hours ago? A minute? Seconds? I lost track of time.
I am affected. There is no use lying to myself. I am so affected. I could not process the tasks given to me. I could not clearly understand what the other line has been telling me. Their words just passed and sank with my thoughts. I am drowning. And no one’s gonna save me but myself. But how?
What would the boss say when he comes back. I have done nothing. I didn’t touch any of the folders. I just don't really know what to do. I don't know how to start. I don't know where to start.
Jeza called up. I was so glad she did call me. Just hearing her mention my name, I could no longer hold back my tears. Thank you so much Jez. Without uttering any other words, I know what you wanted to tell me.
I missed a lot of things.
If i could perform transmutation, what would I create out of him? What could I possibly do if I were an alchemist? I could perhaps investigate his nature. Transmutate his heart? And what do I get? What would I give up and what would I gain?
Im so hurt. Just staring and hammering thougts. It's already 2pm in my PC's clock. Haven't done anything. I want to sleep. Or just get out early.
Hmmm yes, i'd get out early today... walk, walk and walk...
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