Sunday, April 22, 2007

reel frustrations

At least I know my mind is being cushioned... I should guard my thoughts and let it fall safely if ever I could no longer hold it.

I am so guilty today... was really hit with a txt mssg from a friend whot told me that for 6 days his feet was on Earth and now is the time to give a day for the Lord. It bangs me... Have I already lost my faith? Do i still have that spiritual enthusiasm... Surely, I know I am walking past through dangerous grounds. Woow... I AM NOT DISTURB!

Anyways, yesterday, I was supposed to be joining DUNKIN DONUTS DAy but my enthusiasm went to the lowest level for the boss called up telling me to attend to his guest, that Carlos Corpus Guy of PETRONAS and to meet Rami of Bacolod. Argh!!! And I dont know what's Cebu Pacific's Reservation Hotline that for two hours already I wasn't able to get through an operator... (pero at least kay gitabangan ko ni Emily-cious) but then again I decided na I have to be at Cebu Pacific to make sure that I could reserve that unknown flight under my name! I saw Patrick at Ayala, busy. Saw him with a video cam then I remembered that GDI has this "creative" contest.. I told Almira how nice it would be to join... Hahahahaha and then while walking past through people who are also like me, very occupied with their own thoughts, I remembered my attempts of joining ABS-CBN Summer Photos Contest, the Jollibee Photo Contest... And later that day, while asking Andre about his Film Internship at BIGFOOT, I was so envious. I missed working behind the camera.... I missed those the-making-of-Trapped, my brainstorming memories with Lindsey about our dream script and film that we would someday submit to Cannes. Hahahaha Yeah, Love Nonagon!!!

While watchin OI today and seeing Tarahashi, I mean Ash, enjoying his hosting career... seeing Yuri and then Kuya Bern and my enemy Alex Kimpang... i again envied them. Hahahahaha But i know that I am pursuing something I love... I am pursuing what I wanted.... Self-assuring...

And to clear my doubts that it was indeed Ash I saw on TV, I asked Johnna... "Yes Jak, dugay na siya nag.Host". Johnna also told me about that rumor that she's applying as a broadcast teacher at UP. Oh, she txtd Sir Ian that she wanted to become a "guest" in one of the lectures sa broadcasting class but it turned out that Sir Ian let her pass a resume and appliation later.... Ug sa dihang ang mabdos kay nag-TEaching demo sa mga faculty sa Humanities... Hahahahaha I could just imagine Sir Marx Ituralde and Sir JV!

She told me that at least a very interesting day happened in her bum months of waiting for her baby to come out... I missed Johnna. I missed our talks. And she's going to be a mother four months from now.

Hmm I wonder why the boss kept on calling me. For the reason that it is Sunday, I am not answering. I don't want to hear his voice, it would just ruin my day.

By the way, I liked my hair today. And mama was complaining about her tummy blaming it to the Halo-halo that we had at 2am in Chowking with Yotchie.

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