motion sickness and lack/too much sleep

i am not myself today. i was just staring at the long list of to do's pasted in my monitor and had waste a lot of hours doing exactly nothing. I am frustrated. i am disoriented. i felt like i am incompetent. i felt wasted.

maybe, i just wanna cry.

I just got home today from a trip in medellin, northern cebu. it was a memorable one but at the same time my mind is left in the office hoping that i was able to leave a piece of myself to work on the things left undone.

i get restless for the unwritten stories that was long over due, the task assigned to me by my bosses, the letters and my frustrations of earning money from this site. or maybe this is just caused by motion sickness?

or i lack sleep or i just had too much sleep? or maybe its my craving for a strawberry ice cream... argh!

maybe i'll sleep. sigh.