The Moon Tickled My Soul

I kept on telling him how beautiful the moon was last night. I have always told him about it ever since the first time we met and when we started talking about ourselves. I once told him he owns half the sky. I do not know i f he believed in me, but after that, beautiful things just happened. And last night, the moon tickled my soul again, and I told him about it. I wonder if he was tickled too. And after last night, for sure beautiful things are about to happen again.

Have you ever had a day where you have felt all the emotions you couldn't have showned to anyone? A day where you felt loved, cared, and then suddenly you felt so alone, abandoned, hurt, tears that you didn't expected, and then you felt renewed again, inspired, so hyper-active, cheerful and hopeful... --this all happens in one day! And this all i know to cope with my loss.

Nothing would happen if i kept on hanging on for nothing except for pain, pain, pain and more pain... Why should I keep myself in pain? I have to think ahead. I shouldn't let anyone draw a check-mate. He was right. I have a big life ahead of me. I would be the most obtuse person living on planet earth if I would drown myself to tears. He has his life and all I can do is to pray for his sucess, for him to find what he is looking for and to let him know how lucky he was.

To him: I give thanks to my God each time I remember you, and when I pray for you, I pray with joy (Phil. 1:3). When you see the moon in it's most serene state, in its most beautiful phase, may you remember me.