Today is the last time that I'd gonna consider myself a fresh grad. I am still hoping to catch up with the program tomorrow and see Jeza, Tiff & Cedie (apil ba siya) to climb that open stage. Oh, I heard that Raffy is graduating also after suspending his graduation to hold his residency as a Student Regent last year.
Anyways, finally the meeting is over. I find it really so funny, the exchange of words and why is it so difficult for them to fathom each other's words. And as an audience of today's comical skit, I am standing up with my hands clapping above my head.
The crescent moon had been just there, suspended in space. It has already been two months, i reminded him about it last night. And i just could not let it be like that, I have no idea what's going through his mind and so I have to ask him again and again about it. I am still hurt. Very hurt and he knows it very well. But it's just a process that I have to go through. But I am happy that he's back and I am trying to understand the reasons, his reasons for why it should be just like this. He doesn't want to blurt those word as to not to make me "hope", is that it Yotch? Or so that I could not throw back your words to you? Sigh! Basta, I accepted you as what you are, for every strand of your hair till the tips of your nails. And I am not asking for anything in return... As you wish, I would just be within your reach.
I could be a hero in my own life life and I could be an Oedipus Rex. I could be true to myself and I could wait for you to tell me that it's time to stop hoping.
Anyways, finally the meeting is over. I find it really so funny, the exchange of words and why is it so difficult for them to fathom each other's words. And as an audience of today's comical skit, I am standing up with my hands clapping above my head.
The crescent moon had been just there, suspended in space. It has already been two months, i reminded him about it last night. And i just could not let it be like that, I have no idea what's going through his mind and so I have to ask him again and again about it. I am still hurt. Very hurt and he knows it very well. But it's just a process that I have to go through. But I am happy that he's back and I am trying to understand the reasons, his reasons for why it should be just like this. He doesn't want to blurt those word as to not to make me "hope", is that it Yotch? Or so that I could not throw back your words to you? Sigh! Basta, I accepted you as what you are, for every strand of your hair till the tips of your nails. And I am not asking for anything in return... As you wish, I would just be within your reach.
I could be a hero in my own life life and I could be an Oedipus Rex. I could be true to myself and I could wait for you to tell me that it's time to stop hoping.
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