i doubt if i would ever become a bride

i had always though that getting married is the happiest event in your life... but not anymore. no, i am not getting married. not now and i don't even know when... and maybe, just maybe... i would never become a bride...

I am pretending that you are dead. I am pretending that you went to a place where there's no way you can come back. In that way, I can move on and forget that you never existed.

being brave enought to let go

There are a lot of reasons to be happy. When you let go of someone, surely, someone better comes along. And so here are some of heartbreaking quotes i was able to gather:

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. -Author Unknown

Let your tears come. Let them water your soul. ~Eileen Mayhew

It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. ~Colette

With what a deep devotedness of woe
I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again
Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain,
And memory, like a drop that, night and day,
Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away!
~Thomas Moore