Monday, April 02, 2007

The Exercise Of The Other

You exhaust yourself. You explored every possibility. And now what? You smiled for he wasn't able to get what he wanted. It didn't happened, thus, lessening what you insisted as a feeling you call pain. Now what?

You content yourself to becoming an option. Becoming a good option. Why not? if that's what makes things easier, I'd say amen. But then again, do you still have those yellow visions, those green dreams you have and the purple bites you mentioned? Would you wait till the time comes that you could no longer see those pretty colors on your palate? Leave now. And treasure all those humane feelings you've had. Move on. That's it. Leave at least a little respect for yourself. And that integrity you had as a woman.

Don't be afraid to leave your comfort zone. Somewhere along your path, you could always find another one. Settle for the best, this is what life is all about. Don't push too hard on things you could never have especially when its something ethereal. Stop thinking too much about it. Leave him as he is. People can't change people who doesn't want to change.

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